Chilled Again Today

Hey guys, (note: this is just a post about what i did today, might be boring, but if your bored enjoy!!)

I didn't do much today. This morning, i woke up at around 7:30 a.m. and didn't go to math lecture because i was really tired (been doing this, kinda need to stop that) and then woke up several times until 10 when i also missed my organic chemistry lecture (justified cause i tell myself ill listen to podcast). When i woke up, i felt quite horned up and decided to jerk off with random strangers on webcam. (a bad habit of mine...trying to stop that). Around 10:30 am i headed off to my college academic advising, because i am considering changing my major from biochemistry/chemistry to possibly a biology or psych major. However, i want to go for biology even though its impacted. I spoke to the adviser, and she like many others in the academic advising, except for one person in there are useless. My friends confirmed that the academic advisers seem to be lazy and keep telling students to go to the "major counselor". But i find that these advisers should at least help the student find the major they would possibly like by asking them questions and finally allowing them to have a better feeling of what they would like to pursue.

 So, after i finished with the adviser, i went to meet my apartment mate this year and room mate last year (lets call him "J"). J and i went to pick up our writing papers from last year-- you can only pick them up one year after you finish that class. Then he headed off with a friend to count money for donations that they got for a club while i went to the biology academic advising. I found out i had to come back at 1. I ended up having lunch with J and as usual, we go into the dining hall and get a veggie sausage and he stick it under beans while i stick it under salsa. We check out and save some money for our dining cash. We do that for fun, and because we think that the dining halls are a rip off, so we deserve a way to compensate ourselves for paying overpriced food haha.

After lunch i went back to the apartment and waited for my other apartment mate and also my last year roomate, lets call him "JK". (as a side note: Jk and J were my roomates from freshman year and we are basically very close, we can talk about anything other than my sexuality haha...and nope i am not secretly in love with them or anything, they are the brothers i never had in my childhood) Jk and i went to a job fair for engineers...i don't know why i went but i wanted to check out the big companies like google, amazon, fb, and others. I wanted to see how they promote their business and recruit. I got lots of free stuff though specifically from google and boeing haha. Afterwards i went to just accompany Jk to eat lunch and then he went off to his work while i went to biology academic advising. After i signed in, they closed the sign ups and said it was at full capacity (good thing i went right on time). Again, the biology adviser was useless...she told me what i had already known. I thought she could have counseled whether or not biology was a good fit for me. Anyways, i don't think i can get into biology though, i finished all the prerequisites except for two more quarters of physics. Without those this is my last chance to apply, and i most likely won't get in.

 I ended up going back to my dorm, and soon one of my friends her name is E went with me and J to jamba juice and then we got dinner (personal pizzas). After dinner we all went back to the apartment and played couple games of monopoly deal (im addicted haha) and I went to the gym with Jk and another friend, her name is "C'. I ran 4.5 miles, and then did some weights, push ups, and planks. There were couple of really cute guys. I saw three guys who were looking at me throughout my time in the weights section, but i immediately turned away and pretended i was focusing on something else while lifting--- im really shy, and im EXTREMELY scared to look back at people when they look at me. Trust me im trying to learn how to make eye contact with people, i mean why wouldn't i wanna try to lure some cute guys and ask them out?! Anyways after we worked out, me and Jk walked C back to her apartment and got some shakes. As we were going back we saw our pretty close friend named "Cl", hes mexican by blood, but his parents raised him without the mexican culture, so essentially hes like an american. Me and Jk were shivering in the cold and walked back to our apartments, and now after a hot shower im sitting on my bed writing this post.

 I should sleep soon cuz i have to do some volunteering tomorrow morning. I guess i can say today was productive. I think i will try to organize my writing better next time so its not as crowded, and PLUS i want to write about all the hot guys i see!!!-- its hard to cuz, i kinda forget about it after couple days. Also, ill try to post more about me, and the people who i hang out with, so theres at least a visual of who i am and who i hang out with haha. I mean whats the point of reading a blog, if you can't visualize all the sexy guys that i meet in my life :). Gonna go read some blogs now, nite.

College Sophomore Yr Week 1-3

Hey guys,

As you can tell from my title, i'm not a really creative person. Unless i am in the mood to be thinking about creative stuff i don't think i can. 

It's been a while since i could give an update of my life. So far, its been quite boring, just mostly studying, checking out clubs and frats (maybe next quarter).

This quarter i am taking bio-psychology, biology of tissues and organs, a music class about symphony, and organic chemistry. Haven't really focused on any other classes other than organic....mostly dreading about this class because of what i have heard from other people haha. 

As for clubs i have been involved since last year the autism club where we spread our knowledge about autism through journal clubs and other informational events. I also mentor a kid who has autism, but really he seems like any normal kid :) I just had a mentor/mentee session this past week, and we just catch up on life, and i try to help him build up his confidence, since he says that most people in school call him weird and don't want to be his friends. Other than the autism club, i'm thinking about joining interaxons- a group that encourages k-12 children to pursue their interest in neuroscience. Also, im interested in traveling abroad either studying or medical trip to a Spanish speaking country. 

Other than clubs, i was looking into this community service frat, and went to couple events. Everyone at the events were REALLY nice, and there were alumni, returning members, and rushees who were very social and just had a downright humble personality. But since i don't know how i can handle my courses this quarter, i might join next quarter when i get a feel of how school is like once again haha. 

Hmm...anything else about my life....i applied for a lab job at a famous institute near my university, and i really want that job as it pays $9/hour but i think its a really hard position to get...so if i do get it ill be really stoked!!!! 

Talking about relationships....i'm still single and ready to mingle haha..but i guess im too focused on school work that im pushing relationship stuff behind. Especially since im gay, its even harder to find a relationship out there. However, i think before getting into relationships, i should better understand about myself, my sexuality, and my takes on how i want to handle a relationship, cause right now....its just hormones raging inside of me that i think i have more of a sexual drive than a balanced emotional/sexual drive (if you know what im talking about?) haha alright, i guess i will talk to you guys later gonna take a nap and then wake up study, and gym. 

Thanks

-Jake